Sun-tanning

We usuaally do sun-tanning only during our Bintan holiday, not too comforfy in wearing Bikini in our home land. But to maintain the TAN that we have achieved in Bintan, we reckon we have to Tan more than just once or twice a year, so our mission to stay Tan and healthy looking started yesterday.

Sentosa had changed alot since the last time I went to the beach, i guess easily more than 6-7 years. The sands is cleaner and the environment is nicer and I like the beach cafes. We are going back for their American Breakfast very soon.

Grandma 78th Birthday

Time flies, remembered we were just celebrating grandma birthday at Sakura same time last year, this year we had our dinner at this Teo Chew Restuarant at Bukit Batok. Foods were pretty disappointing, but we had a good time.

Managed to have a family photo taken, not full attendance, hopefully next year we will have better attendance.

My brother....

We used to be closed and had breakfast together every saturaday morning before we got married and moved out to our own home. These days, I hardly get to meet my brother and let alone chatting. I do visit my niece once in awhile but never get to meet him. Ever since he got married, we distance alot and now with his own family, we distance further.

I felt kind of sad that my brother is hardly the same brother that I know. He is no longer caring towards me and maybe my mum. He hardly visit my grandma, and he is not showing much concern towards the rest of our family. What happened? Is work really that busy that it take up all of his time? Is the rest of us not worth even a bit of his attention?

Bimbo moment 1

Big boobs suggested that I records down my bimbo moment and I thought since when was I bimbo??? Hahaha..

Anyway, my colleague called me yesterday to ask for a business partner contact no. My instant reply was, huh?? she is not in (S), how come she called you??. My colleague was a bit lost and replied that he just got her call and the number looks like a local number. I said, cannot be, she is definitely in New York, My colleague asked me to drop her a message, then I suddenly remember that he is referring to another person of the same name at the same company. Damn it.

Actually, not vey bimbo right? This happened to everyone right? right??

Daily Dinner

On day when Louis is not working, we will usually make it a point to have dinner together. Last night was another night and as usual, I could not make up my mind where to eat. We ended up at Ah Orh, this teo Chiew void deck resturant along Bt Merah Road. We were there once during CNY and we said we wanted to try their steam fish which seem very popular and good. We ordered that plus a vegetable and osyter eggs. We were gusessing how much will our dinner cost and Louis said not more than $50 which I thought is already quite EX.

So, how much would you pay for such simple fare??? When we asked for the bill, the fish costs $48 and the total bill is $77.. No doubt that the fish is fresh and nice but $48 is really beyond my threshold, I told Louis, I am not going back there again.

Reasons

Many things are happening and I know for good reasons. We might ask why ME and might not know the reasons now but someday we will. Trust that things are controlled in HIS perfect timing and all will be fine.

Now is the time to let go and prepare ourselves for what is to come. Let's do a checklist of our life and see what we have done, what we have not and what we should do? Never take things for granted and and GIVE THANKS for all that we have. Let's stay strong and focus and be there for each other.

Mother's love

is unconditional, my mum is no longer angry with me and I am going back for dinner on Friday. How nice..

Gulity...

This morning, as I was driving I feel a sense of gulit. I felt gulity for raising my voice over the phone at my mum, felt gulity for turning down my mum flat in her face knowing that she has no ill intention but love for me and felt gulity for not handling the situtation better.

I gave some thought to my behaviour, probably I should have being more sensitive to her feeling before I reject her, maybe I should say I will think about it and then said NO instead of NO NO NO all the way.

Have not being home for dinner for two weeks, not sure if I have dinner this coming week, mothers are usually not so petty one right??

Seeking help?

I should have see it coming when my mum called this afternoon to ask about Louis's birthday and time of birth. She refused to tell me the reason for asking but I should have know better. She called me again during dinner to say that they (mum and aunt) had gone to seek prayer for us and were told that I will be pregnant this year if we buy flowers and pray at this place (never ask where), I told her no way before she can fully complete her sentence. She said I don't have to go, it will work if Louis can go alone too. I said no and she asked for Louis no, she wants to talk to him. Can't believed it.

I understand the kind intention of my mum and aunt and I fully appreciate their concern but we know what's the problem and know what's need to be done, the last I need is being superstitious and do what my mum wants us to do.

Anyway, my mum was very angry before she hang up the phone, guess she will be angry with me for quite a while.