Can't believed I cried

For the first time in 8 years, I drag going to work. I hate the tiring emotional war game and never ending ego hunger. I am tired and disappointed and I cried in office when no one was around. My tear can't stop and I do not understand why.

Thank God for the BKK trip, I needed the getaway so badly and Bitch, thanks for accompanying for the day and the drinking session.

Song list..

Have you decided on your song:

Queen Mother : Jin Tian Bu Hui Jia
Big Boobs: ?
CBB: ?

Everything else failed, we have 'Love me Tender'...haha

Malacca to Bangkok

Smooth trip to Malacca, drove up for the good foods and some shopping. I bought 6 pairs of shoes, damn alot but they are simply my type, can't resist the calling. We were expecting a relaxing trip, ended up rather exhausted, probably because of the driving but I had good fun.

Getting ready for the coming Bangkok trip. Yes, I am going to Bangkok again, this is my FIRST trip to BKK this year. I will be arriving on Friday morning and I have planned out my iternary. I am going to colour my hair and do some shopping and cafe-ing on my own before the rest arrived in the late night. It should be cool considering this is the first time that I will be alone in BKK (for less than 12 hours la).

This week is another tiring week, I need to find time to go to driving range.

Oops!! I did it again and again and again...

My classic bimbo moment again. As I was driving today, I noticed that my petrol tank is only half full and I just did my pump yesterday. What happened? Is there a leak? I got worried and concerned, I called Louis and ask him to check out the car tomorrow since he will be driving it while I am off to Malacca in our Honda Jazz.

Louis was very concerned too and he wanted to go the workshop first thing in the morning then SUDDENLY, I realised I only filled the tank up to $45 to enjoy the current promotion and that explained the half tank.

I know I am quite hopeless, if Louis die of heart failure one day, I might be the main cause of it.

1st Piano lesson

Yes, I did it! My piano teacher survived me and he is a 26 years old NTU engineering drop out student who decided that engineering is too boring and music is his dream person. He is Paul Ho and he must have pray for 'Patience, Love and kindness' cause he got me as his student on every Wednesday night, how sweet, hahaha

He got a little sense of humor, think he needs a lot more to handle me. He taught me 'Love me tender' today, not sure who needs it more man. The lesson continue....

Innocence or Guilty?

What kind of person are you in general sense:

Are you more of 'Innoncence until proven guilty person or Guilty until proven innocence person? What's the difference? Mainly thats referred to how you judge a person right from the start without any prior information or experience.

For me, I am the 'Innocence until proven guilty' person. I am trusting and in my little perfect world, everyone is nice and kind till they pissed me off or deserved the judgement from me, which can happen in second. Haha, meaning to say, YOU WILL BE JUDGE BY ME, althought I try not to but that's tough!! My brother and Louis are both the other type and they think I am too trusting for my own good, what to do, I am such a nice soul.

Don't give me the 'want to puke' look, I can see that!!

Mummy's Love

Mummy is amazing, she kept my room in tip top condition and I feel that I have never move out of my room for the past 3 years. When I told her that I am moving back to stay with her for a few weeks, she clean out my room and she bought me new pillow. She must be looking forward to my return and have someone to chat with.

Just a little gulity that my schedule are packed and I hardly have time at home. My piano class is starting this Wednesday and I am really looking forward to it, it is like a childhood dream came true.

I have joggin training on Tuesday and Thursday is my golf lesson and I have trip planned out for this and next weekend. OMG!!

Final moments

Yes, packing almost done, there are still nitty gritty stuffs laying around that we can't decide where to place them, to throw, to pack or to donate? Tough.

There were 3 bottles of wines and 6 can of beers in the fridge and we did comtemplate whether to drink them all tonight. Lucily we were sensible, we wash down the bottle of moscato and give away the rest.

I thought I will 'travel light' these few weeks to my mum place but I think I am pretty wrong. I have 3 full suitcases of clothes, 1 box of bags, 1 box of toilettries, 1 bag full of eye lashes and 10 pairs of shoes, and alot more, what the F***?

Bitch..happy 32nd Birthday!!

Same time last year, we celebrated your birthday at Vanessa place, how time flies. Hope you had a great time earlier.

Love you, my dearest BITCH.

PBB

Attachment...

We have done 50-60% of packing, our place is in a big mess. As I packed, I felt a little sad that we are leaving the place that we have called home for the past 3 years. This is our last weekend at this place, gonna go for breakfast tomorrow morning and come back home and contiune packing.

By the way, the legenary Fish is gone.

I will probably cry on Thursday night when we finally hand the keys over to the new owner.

Catching up with friends

I have been busy doing a fair bit of catching up with friends these few weeks and it never feel so right and good before. I am referring to friends that I have not met for at least 5-10 years, before the meeting, I do have the usual worries of awkward silence, running out of topic to talk or 'what if' thought, but it all turn out great.

Had dinner with the girls at Fire Station at Bt Timah, the place is perfect for dinner and chilling out, it was so fun.

Remember that I have a bucket list and one of the item is to learn Piano and end objective is to play at my friends funeral if they leave before me (touched, please do!!). Saw the piano at the bar, can't help but want to pose for photo. Send me the song that you want to be play at you know when.

'Amazing Grace' is good for comforting families and friends, lifestyle song is what I am looking for. Big boobs, what is your song again?? 'Let talk about Sex'? Haha


Professional poser.

Xiao Wen, you will pay for this...the day will come.