Sunday, August 28, 2011

5 months of parenthood so far

The twins was 5 months old last Sunday, looking back at the 5 months, time really passes faster compare to the time when I was pregnant.
Probably becos my weekend are all burnt taking care of them. I have also learnt to adjust my weekend to enjoy their company, I used to wanting to go out every weekend from now enjoying staying home with them.

During the initiate weeks, I desperately wanting to sleep trained them to sleep thru the night but it did not turn out the way that I wanted. They still wake up once during the night for their milk, so I might have to wait a little longer before they are able to sleep thru. We have also made the decision to let the twins stay at my nanny place on weekdays and bring them back only on Friday night. We were worried about not spending enough time with them and them not recognizing us, however, we tried for a month and the arrangement worked out fine. We can rest better and we treasure the time with the twins better. And most important of all, they recognized us and want us as much as before. Of cos the are still cons, but we just have to focus on the pros for now.

Now, the twins are sleeping while I enjoy my moment of peace, tomorrow is another brand new week. Like what every parents told me, weekend is no longer a resting period, weekend is busier and tiring compared to weekdays....this is exactly true!!! Still, I love my babies.

Monday, August 15, 2011

Baby refuse to sleep

I was angry with my baby girl when she woke up at 1am wide awake and refused to sleep. She wasn't kicking up a big fuss' rather she was having super happy mood. She wants to play with us but just not the right time and I am already freaking tired and desperately wanted to sleep. I think I really quite lost it and beat her little thighs and hands couple of times. But she give me her wide smile and that kind of made me guilty for my action. She continue to stay awake all the way to 4am while I continue to pull my hair.

Thinking back, I agreed with Louis that it wasn't her fault that she is not sleeping and I Should have more patience with her. Baby, mummy love u!!

Sunday, August 7, 2011

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