Sunday, November 30, 2014

Grandma 3rd death anniversary

I am so upset with myself. I forgot about my grandma death anniversary till 2 days later. How can this happened? The year passes very fast with a lot on my mind but I didn't forget about grandma. But my forgetfulness upset me and I was shocked that it happened.

Grandma, I miss you and thinking of you still make me cry. I totally regret not spending more time with you when you are around. I miss talking to you and spending time just doing nothing. I didn't bring you out enough and we didn't have enough photo too.

Ah ma...我真的很想你.

How to lead a worry free life?

Life these days are stressful and many days I woke up in the middle of the night and can't go back to sleep because of heavy mind. I sat up whole night worrying about my entire life.

Daily, I am worried about my kids, my job and my life. Can't stop worrying from the smallest item, issue to the biggest problem that I can see.

How can I stop worrying and start living? My bad sleeping situation causes me to be tired, frustrated and bad temper and this cycle goes on and on. How do I get out of this?