Learning to be grateful once again

The twins decided to be naughty at night over the weekend. They take turn to woke up at night and i never get a sleep, ok maybe i slept for 2 hours before the none stop routine of waking every hour started.

I was frustrated and very impatience with the babies. Louis woke up to help but i am still helpless, i don't know what do they want.

But i told myself to be grateful, they are probably just as helpless and exhausted as i am and needed a bit of comfort here and there.

Came morning, two of them just give me their widest smile and I guess this is the joy that all parents are talking about.

Coughing

Righteous was down with cold last week and she got better after receiving medication. I caught her cold bug and started coughing since Thursday, the feeling suck, I can't believed I am so damn weak. I bought myself cough syrup and the condition seem to be under controlled although I still cough.

However, the nightmare is, Sincere started coughing too. Stupid cough bug is invading our household. Not going to let the bug take over, going to bring Sincere to see doctor on Monday.

My naughty babies

I am freaking tired. The twins take turn to nap and woke up at different timing when I am alone with them today. On the positive side, easier for me to manage one at a time and able to bond with them better. But on the negative side, I am very tired and didn't get to rest at all.

Was looking forward to at least able to sleep early but Righteous decided to be naughty and woke up every hour and now I am still rocking her and hope that she will fall asleep deep and fast before Sincere want his milk.

I am need my sleep and rest, I can't function well when I am sleep deprived.