life so good

natsumi teriyaki chicken burger from MOS burger

life so good

how am i going to look for my clothes??? faintz .

I am not sure how long will Louis take to replace the bar in my wardrobe that just gave way, instead of having nicely pressed dresses to wear, I have to make do with crumple clothes for work for the next few days..angry!! And worst till, I will have a hard time trying to find the right thing to wear..

life so good

my wardrobe collape

So, Pineapples really work!!

Truthfully, I was feeling really affected and disappointed after the KKH appointment on Thursday, I was concern about the uncertainty of stage 2. Since I have started the process, it will be my biggest regret if I can't complete it.

I was dying for my menses to arrive as soon as possible and I had 5 slices of pineapple within 2 days. Old wife tales works, it gave me the comfort of at least feeling in control and able to do something about the situation. The wait is over, my Da Yi Ma is here..WooHoo...PBB promised to pray for me when she goes to church on Sunday, you can still pray for me...all prayer are welcome!!

As much as I wanted to contain my own expectation of the whole procedure, I can't help but feeling pressure from within. Is this the side of the unbalance hormones?

life so good

My kind of salad

Hormones not under control??

Had my followed up appointment today, did the ultrasound and blood test. Result indicated that my hormones is not under control and i can't start stage 2, instead i have to continue my hormones suppress injection and wait for another week.

My menses is late, don't know for whatever reason and my inner lining is too thick. So disappointed, i have to pray hard that menses come before next thursday, else the process might be interrupted.

Daily life

grandma mood not too good

Darling. Back late. Rem to lock the door

Message from louis whenever he will be home late. Ever since we moved to the new place, i have forgotten to lock the door for at least 5 times. I have learnt my lesson, really, i don't want louis to develop heart attack mah.

Low Carbo meal at Carl's Junior

Since the start of low Carbo diet, it is always a question of what to eat that can meet my needs (this only happened when I am with Louis...nothing new to him anyway). Yesterday, we were at Vivo and he suggested Carl's Junior, Burger is full of Carbo, so what can I eat?? Initiately, I am thinking of having Fish fingers then I saw someone having her burger without the bread, so I check out with the order counter and they offer Low Carbo burger...Yeah, goodies of the burger without the carbo...I am so going to Carl's Junior from now on!!!

DIY

My home cook dinner, tofu, brocoli, bai he, beet root, mushroom and cherry tomato. Does it look yummy? Anyway, I love this 'dish'. I had tried eggs with smoked salmon for breakfast, very tasty too. will I be lighter soon???

Needle poking skill is improving n my low carbo diet

I think I am getting better at the daily jab, I wouldn't say I am an expert now but at least I am exploring ways of injection to reduce the pain or feel no pain at all. Sometime, I still failed but getting there.

I have so many things to do every morning, shower, make up, make breakfast, needle poking and drink my vinegar, oh my, I sure can multi-task.

I am trying out low carbo diet in hope to reduce weight. So I am cutting out rice and bread almost totally in my meals (tough, cos i am such a rice and bread lover), and replacing my carbo with alot of vege and fruit, at least for Breakfast and Dinner. I am blessed that I love all foods, else how do I survived right? I have stocks up my fridge wth Strawberry, Mango, Oranges and Grapes. Sounds so yummy right??


My big bowl of strawberry for dinner.

No more aching jont

3rd day of poking and no more aching joint, feeling ok. I have started my no carbo intake plan, I want to trim away my body fat. Even my bro maid said 'you fat' to me, how much more can I avoid?? No serenous exercise so I am going for brisk walking, going for a longer walk. Way to go....

Official Poking time

Yesterday was the 21st day and the day to start the poking (injection). This is stage 1 of injection Lucrin to suppress the release of FSH and LH hormones from the pituitiary, causing 'down regulation' in preparation for IVF. I will need to continue this Lucrin (daily poking) for 28 days. By 15th day, will be the next stage, going for ultrascan to determine if I can start the 2nd injection (so it will be 2 poking daily from then on).

I am feeling the unwanted side effect, I am having aching joint and a bit of discomfort all over. I hope this is only because my body is trying to get use to the foreign invasion of Lucrin and it will not get worst. (body, be friendly la)

Since I will have little needle hole on my tummy, I will try to make it into some design, maybe a star or flower...at least something for me to look forward to do daily.

By the way, the needle poking is a little painful hor!!

My supply of needles and alcohol swipe...

Angela and Darren - Congratulation!!

Dear Angie, congratulation, looking forward to November 2010...time to LIM KOPI to Or LIM TEH?? LIM MILO also can...

I have a plan but I can't do it alone

I have two grandaunt and two granduncles from my maternal family and I met them recently at my youngest cousin baby shower. I am the 3rd generation and the senior said it will be a pity if 2nd and 3rd generation don't meet up and worst, don't know each other.

Indeed, I may remember these relatives and recognise their faces, but so what cos that does not mean anything. I am thinking of a mega family gathering where 1st, 2nd and 3rd generation get together, mingle and know each other...

I bounce the ideas with my grandma and she is said she wants it, grandma hardly gave such strong response and I think we should do it too. Youngest Grandaunt health is not doing well and let do a gathering where good memories can be created for everyone...And I definitely can't do this alone, I need help to plan and coordinate to make this happen...Volunteers...Anyone??

Whatever will be....

When enough is no longer enough, I do not know what else can be done. When support became a burden and disappointment, what do we do? Whatever will be...will be..