Precious child

Witness a case of a little girl crying hysterically looking for her mother at a busy tourist spot. She is probably 3-4 years old, we notice her and our eyes followed her while she aim and search for her mum endlessly. We looked out for her in case she fall into hands of bad guys as well as we want to know where is the mother and if she is also looking for the poor kid.

The little girl finally found the mother and guess what we saw? The mother was busy taking photo for her little boy and we bet she didn't even notice that her little girl went missing. The mother offer no comfort when she saw the crying little girl and she carried on with her photo taking. A man who appeared to be the father offer no comfort to the poor girl too. After the mother finally finish with photo taking, she turned around and look at the girl, instead of offering her a big hug, she push her to the father. I stood there looking at the family and I felt so sorry for the little girl.

The little girl could be naughty and roam around without the parents permission or it could be the parents got distracted by some stuffs and forgot about the little girl. Whatever is the reason, the parents failed to protect their little girl and expose her to potential risk and danger.

Am I feeling emotionally affected because I am a mother myself? Maybe, since protecting our children is something very nature. A mother do not need to be taught to know what's the right things to do. Yet, I might be taking common sense and common responsbiliy for granted.

Not meeting the twins over the weekend

I will be joining for team for a trip Malacca and will not be seeing my twins over the weekend. What this mean is, i will not see them straight for 10 days. That is actually a long period of time. As they grew older, I do enjoy the time with them more but only with additional help. One is two ratio is still a bad equation for me.

I am such a contractivity person, on one hand I am looking forward to the trip and the break,on the other, I am missing the babies and wish that the trip is cancel. I am really such a flicker minded person. Long gone are the days when I can be free and do whatever I want without much hesitation but now, I just think, worry, plan, worry and worry alot more.

Am I a terrible mother??

These days I have these thought and wonder if I am a terrible mother? I am so comfortable in leaving them with my nanny and I felt so relieved and happy when they are not with me. Dosen't sound too right, isn't it?

In fact, they have been very good babies, they are healthy and loveable. I must tell myself to be grateful and count my blessing. I love my babies and totally grateful for having them, I just need to tell myself to enjoy, embrace and stop worrying.

Our plan to stop the mosquitoes from attacking our babies

I seriously think the mosquitoes at home are driving my babies and me nuts. Their attacked causes the babies to wake up and unable to fell back to sleep peacefully. Definitely pain my heart to see them scatching themselves and feeling uncomfortable.

We have decided to take on the mosquitoes. We have planted Lemon scented aroma througout the house. We have bought different repellent at home, the cream type, spray type and candle. We have 3 UV insect killer at home and have learn from website about using Lemon as the nature remedies to chase away the insect. We are trying my best and will do whatever we can to achieve that goal.

However, if everything else fail then we will rent out the house and move to somehere that is of higher floor and mosquitoes free as well as bigger space. Parents really do all things for the sake of their kids!!!

Thank you!!

I am grateful for the help that I have received on Friday and saturday when I am suppose to be alone with the twins. My mum and aunt came on Friday and they help with the twins and allowed me to nap peacefully in the afternoon which was so heavenly.

My friend, came over on sat evening and that really took the stress out of me. Really grateful for the time and help from the deep deep bottom of my heart.

Dear lord, please continue to watch over the twins and my family. Please give them good health and let them grow up happy. Amen lord