Grandma 3rd death anniversary

I am so upset with myself. I forgot about my grandma death anniversary till 2 days later. How can this happened? The year passes very fast with a lot on my mind but I didn't forget about grandma. But my forgetfulness upset me and I was shocked that it happened.

Grandma, I miss you and thinking of you still make me cry. I totally regret not spending more time with you when you are around. I miss talking to you and spending time just doing nothing. I didn't bring you out enough and we didn't have enough photo too.

Ah ma...我真的很想你.