I will be joining for team for a trip Malacca and will not be seeing my twins over the weekend. What this mean is, i will not see them straight for 10 days. That is actually a long period of time. As they grew older, I do enjoy the time with them more but only with additional help. One is two ratio is still a bad equation for me.
I am such a contractivity person, on one hand I am looking forward to the trip and the break,on the other, I am missing the babies and wish that the trip is cancel. I am really such a flicker minded person. Long gone are the days when I can be free and do whatever I want without much hesitation but now, I just think, worry, plan, worry and worry alot more.
