These days I have these thought and wonder if I am a terrible mother? I am so comfortable in leaving them with my nanny and I felt so relieved and happy when they are not with me. Dosen't sound too right, isn't it?
In fact, they have been very good babies, they are healthy and loveable. I must tell myself to be grateful and count my blessing. I love my babies and totally grateful for having them, I just need to tell myself to enjoy, embrace and stop worrying.
