4 meetings in a row

Having 4 meetings non stop was indeed not a fun thing to do. Mentally drained and physically tired. No amount of coffee seem to work.

Had a great Fall!!!

I am clumsy and there is no need to deny the fact. I have fallen flat on my face 4 times so far and the recent one is probably the worst. We were playing Paintball and I was too engross, kan cheong, clumsy, whatever you called it,I ran and I fell. Got a deep cut on my lips, hit my teeth on the hard ground, scratches on my right cheek, deep abrasion on my elbow and feet, and a huge gross blue-black on my left knee.

When I saw the blood flowing from my mouth, my first thought was, I need a mirror, I need to see what's the damage, how bad is the cut? Then the next thing, I blacked out, rested for awhile before I was sent to the First Aid room. Can you believed it, there is no mirror in the ROOM. So i have to walk to the toilet to check out the wound on my face..hahaha

Even the doctor asked how I fell? Had a day MC to rest at home. My wound are healing quite fast, only thing is, I can't take solid food, not even bread. The fall impact had caused my teeth to shift and they are out of alignment now, it will take a while for the teeth to shift back. Meanwhile, I will be liquid diet. I am constantly hungry.


My injuries from one game of Paintball..

Start packing

No more escape and no more lazing around. The date are drawing closed and the cartons are in, 50 of them. We have to start packing.

We have to move out by 14 August, that's about 2 weeks plus from now and our place still look untouched. As expected, there are some hipcups for the new place and renovation will likely be completed by end August, so I will be moving back to Jurong and Louis to Seng Kang..Hahaha

Will upload the design of the new place tonight.

This is the view from our new Master Room

Bucket list

Bucket list - A list of things to do before you die. Comes from the term "kicked the bucket". Do you have yours ready?

I have done up mine and till date there are 9 items on my list. If I mananged to achieve the item earlier, will strike it off and add new item to the list.

Now working on my list....

New home

We are moving!! Deal is sealed and we had our first appointment with HDB. The second appointment is on 14th August and it means that we have to vacant our place by the date. Our new place take over date is 26th August, so we might have to stay with my mum for 2 weeks.

The renovation pain will have to start soon and we have not start looking yet. I can feel the pain of renovation even before we start. Oh no, to make matter worst, we have to pack the whole house, I am not looking forward to that.

The theme for the new place will be Lounge. How will it turn out, not sure but should be cool.

Changes..

My life has change, it will never be the same again. I don't want it to be the same either, looking forward to an enriched and fulfilling future.

Live life to the fullest

People around me have been telling me or showing me to live life to the fullest. But seriously, what's that? What's does it take or what it mean to live life to the fullest? I do not have a clue, does living life without a regret count, and how is that possible?

I have been asked more than once if I have any regret so far, yes I do and instead looking at the closed door, I look forward. Moving on, will I have more regret? I hope not but I am not asking for any guarantee but like what everyone is saying, live life to the fullest. By the way, buying that Gucci bag does not count.

I must say, I want to thank God for my family, they gave me warmth, although not harmony all the time but we have fun and we are good. I am blessed that I have friends that I can hang out with, friends that I can chio for drinking, friends that can talk nonsense with me and friends that travel with me and play MJ with me. And a husband that constantly irritate the shit out of me. What more can I ask?

What’s your aspiration?

When I was young, I wanted to be policewoman, guess there is always a part of me that wanted to uphold justice but that faded away pretty fast. Then, when I was slightly older, I want to be a musician, but I missed the enrollment into the music class and that dream die prematurely. Then, came secondary school education and I lost the ambitious to be anything. Instead I am inspired to try job that will not be my full time career in the future. I want to try waitress, factory worker, promoter, receptionist and etc and I must say, I did and I never regret the decision to so.

I was working in Pizza Hut call center, taking order and made numerous mistakes, thanks goodness for the kind supervisor for saving my skin. I was motor show promoter twice and the experience was memorable, working with a bunch of highly competitive girls was great fun, at least no bitching was involved. There are a lot more and all these experiences were seriously priceless, no amount of educations can replace.

So, young people, go on and try different jobs, you will only live and be young once, don’t waste your youth.

Bimbo moment again...

Sometime, I find myself amazing too and I do not know if I should cry or laugh at myself for my damn bimbo moment.

One morning, I can't find my car in the car park, I was panic, I searched again and I looked around, still no sight of my car. I was convinced that my car was stolen, I called Louis and and my eyes starts to tear, I think I should call the police. Then, Louis told me I actually park the car at level 2 instead of level 4 that I have searching. *blush*

I have more of them, if you want to know, asked me..hahahha

Grandma condition is more critical than we thought

Grandma is in critical condition. She has lung infection, her asthma is making her breahtless and her irregular heart beat might cause her heart to collape. Her condition really deteriorated too fast.

Doctor said that we might not know but her condition is really bad. She gathered the family members today to discuss about Grandma condition and possible follow up should her condition worsen. Doctor explained that she might lost her ability to breath due to her lung infection and in the event that all medication failed to work, what do we want the doctor to do?

To insert a tube in her to aid her breathing which can only be done in ICU, because if that happened, she is definitely in critical condition. With this, there might be a possibility of her recovering from her Lung infection, however due to her old age and weak body, she might need other treatment should she recover. Another option is comfort management which mean, ready to let her go and end her suffering.

Doctor felt that we should give grandma a chance to try, they will call in the ICU doctor if the need arises before we make the final decision. All along, I thought I will be strong and ready to face this day as long as I love her and am spending enough time with grandma, but today when I saw her, I felt that time is running out and I am not quite ready to see her in this state.

I am the official contact point for grandma condition. Hopefully I will know what to do if the Doctor ever call me.

Edamame

My new fav food, Edamame, tried various brand and these two types are the best. Can only find them at Medi-ya supermarket at Liang court.

I am tired

Enough said, i will say no more and do what I need and want to do.

Instant Hand sanitizer

My little part of Kiasu-ness, this is the amount of Instant Hand Sanitizer that i have bought.

Over promised and under delivered.

Had our Mothers' Day dinner at one of the Coffee Shop at Jurong East. I wasn't supportive of going to this coffee shop but gave in after I was told that the price is really cheap and good. We had dinner there once some months back and was told that my aunt who bought us the dinner only paid $200 plus for 2 tables of 10 people each.

I made it a point to find out the cost for 3 tables and was told that is should only be around $300 plus. That's good deal isn't it? But when asked for the bill, the told cost was $600. I was very unhappy, how can this goes so wrong? $600 is double of what was told to me. Anyway, I will try not to get involved in such planning anymore, only make me upset each time with all the unnecessary comments and hipcup.

Grandma couldn't join us for the dinner, she was in hospital. Her asthma condition was under control but her mind is in delirious state. She lost track of time and event, she was telling me thing that either happened in the past or never happen. May sounds hilarious sometime when we recount the incidents, but grandma condition is definitely not funny.

Grandma asthma attack

Was suppose to have a game of golf at Palm Resort when my aunt called me telling me that Grandma wasn't feeling very well. She has been having breathing difficulity for the past few days, was at her place on labour day and I heard grandma complaining. Her condition worsen and needed medical attention.

Sent her to the clinic and Doctor said she will need to be hospitalised if her condition do not improve 3 hours after taking her medicine. We fed her, put her to bed and observe her and 4 hours later, we decided that she needs to go to the Hospital. Call for the ambulance service cause she got weaken and was unable to walk herself down the stair. I think she will be fine but grandma will not be able to join us for the Mothers' Day dinner tomorrow and should we still even have the dinner???