I admit, I didn't call to ask how is the babies condition after I brought the babies over to my nanny on Monday morning. I was asked how's the babies conditions and they were shocked that I didn't bother to find out.
I love my babies and it is not that I do not care about them. I know that if they are not well, my nanny will call and if I do not hear from her, they should be fine. So, I called today and my poor babies have not fully recover, they are still having borderline fever and I felt guilty. Guilty because I can't spend time with them, guilty because I am not doing anything to make them better.