Bimbo moment again...

Sometime, I find myself amazing too and I do not know if I should cry or laugh at myself for my damn bimbo moment.

One morning, I can't find my car in the car park, I was panic, I searched again and I looked around, still no sight of my car. I was convinced that my car was stolen, I called Louis and and my eyes starts to tear, I think I should call the police. Then, Louis told me I actually park the car at level 2 instead of level 4 that I have searching. *blush*

I have more of them, if you want to know, asked me..hahahha

Grandma condition is more critical than we thought

Grandma is in critical condition. She has lung infection, her asthma is making her breahtless and her irregular heart beat might cause her heart to collape. Her condition really deteriorated too fast.

Doctor said that we might not know but her condition is really bad. She gathered the family members today to discuss about Grandma condition and possible follow up should her condition worsen. Doctor explained that she might lost her ability to breath due to her lung infection and in the event that all medication failed to work, what do we want the doctor to do?

To insert a tube in her to aid her breathing which can only be done in ICU, because if that happened, she is definitely in critical condition. With this, there might be a possibility of her recovering from her Lung infection, however due to her old age and weak body, she might need other treatment should she recover. Another option is comfort management which mean, ready to let her go and end her suffering.

Doctor felt that we should give grandma a chance to try, they will call in the ICU doctor if the need arises before we make the final decision. All along, I thought I will be strong and ready to face this day as long as I love her and am spending enough time with grandma, but today when I saw her, I felt that time is running out and I am not quite ready to see her in this state.

I am the official contact point for grandma condition. Hopefully I will know what to do if the Doctor ever call me.

Edamame

My new fav food, Edamame, tried various brand and these two types are the best. Can only find them at Medi-ya supermarket at Liang court.

I am tired

Enough said, i will say no more and do what I need and want to do.

Instant Hand sanitizer

My little part of Kiasu-ness, this is the amount of Instant Hand Sanitizer that i have bought.

Over promised and under delivered.

Had our Mothers' Day dinner at one of the Coffee Shop at Jurong East. I wasn't supportive of going to this coffee shop but gave in after I was told that the price is really cheap and good. We had dinner there once some months back and was told that my aunt who bought us the dinner only paid $200 plus for 2 tables of 10 people each.

I made it a point to find out the cost for 3 tables and was told that is should only be around $300 plus. That's good deal isn't it? But when asked for the bill, the told cost was $600. I was very unhappy, how can this goes so wrong? $600 is double of what was told to me. Anyway, I will try not to get involved in such planning anymore, only make me upset each time with all the unnecessary comments and hipcup.

Grandma couldn't join us for the dinner, she was in hospital. Her asthma condition was under control but her mind is in delirious state. She lost track of time and event, she was telling me thing that either happened in the past or never happen. May sounds hilarious sometime when we recount the incidents, but grandma condition is definitely not funny.

Grandma asthma attack

Was suppose to have a game of golf at Palm Resort when my aunt called me telling me that Grandma wasn't feeling very well. She has been having breathing difficulity for the past few days, was at her place on labour day and I heard grandma complaining. Her condition worsen and needed medical attention.

Sent her to the clinic and Doctor said she will need to be hospitalised if her condition do not improve 3 hours after taking her medicine. We fed her, put her to bed and observe her and 4 hours later, we decided that she needs to go to the Hospital. Call for the ambulance service cause she got weaken and was unable to walk herself down the stair. I think she will be fine but grandma will not be able to join us for the Mothers' Day dinner tomorrow and should we still even have the dinner???

Cheating habit

Not sure who is more unlucky, a married friend whom I bump into who was hugged by another woman or me who saw the action head on???

My first reaction when I saw him was, 'hey' but before I could complete my sentence, I was shocked by the woman hugging him from behind, who was not his wife. His first reaction was walk quickly up the escalator, what does that mean? He is gulity? There was no moment of doubt in me about what I saw and obviosuly I was distrub and felt extremely disgusted, his wife just gave birth to a baby boy and here he is out cheating?

What happened to the marriage vow, is there still trust in marriage these days?

Serious during meeting

We were very serious when attending our company meeting...really.

Serious taking photo when CEO went out of the room to answer his call.

Food poisoning

Nope, this time it wasn't me. It was Louis who is down with the virus, we suspected that the Salmon Sashimi he had last night wasn't fresh.

Poor thing..

Heart Mur mur

Life cannot be more drama , was told by my friend (financial planner) that my recent medical show that I have heart mur mur and Heart Valve protection has been excluded from the new policy that i just took up.

Heart murmurs are abnormal sounds made by turbulent blood in or near your heart during your heartbeat, so my friend asked if the doctor was extreme good looking that causing my heart to beat at an abnormal speed? Joking, i remember the doctor was not too tall and not too good looking.

Based on the information that I read from Internet, Heart Mur mur is quite common and usual innocent and might be a one of condition or it might dissapear over time, but still it could be a sign of something more critical. Not giving any chances, I am going for a detailed Cardio check up just to be sure.

Do not agitate me, I might really have Heart attack.

Why?

I have more than 16 years experience of carrying babies of all age and sizes and my brother doubt my ability to handle his 4 months old son. Is this an insult or an act of an overly protective father? I told him, don't let it be a burden to care for your children. Since the birth of my niece, the best and only way of taking of his kid is over-protection. Frankly speaking, it is very tiring to be at his place. We have to be at our 'best' behaviour and restricted movement. At some point, I felt very unwelcome and disappointed.

Why is my brother behaving this way? He can't trust us, who is suppose to be his closest kin other than his wife and kids? I don't have to make the effort to get my mum to visit them, but if I don't do it, who will? Asking my brother to visit my grandma with his family is like the toughest thing and he always have ton of excuses. He is busy, tell me who is not???

My brother mini me

Visited my two littles cute niece and nephew, have not see them since January and they do grow fast.

My nephew look exactly like my brother when he was little, amazing.

Wen yu is already a big girl and she is now friendlier to me, so nice.

New kitchen toys

I am sucker for electrical gadgets and kitchen appliances, i have two new additional to my kitchen, they are amazing.


ta ta...here you are...:

Aren't they cute? The pop corn taste so good hahah.

Give thanks

There are many things that happened around me but I have nothing to share except to tell all my beloved, give thanks each day for able to wake up and feel the sun and appreciate all we have. Count our blessing and not our lost. Focus on the the good and not the bad. I know all these are easier said then done but I hope we don't have to learn only thru hard lessons. When we are put thru the test and trial, we know it all happened for a reason and we are special to be the chosen one and the messager to all around us.

Love you all.