Alternatives

Althought we have made the decision but we are open to alternatives. Will probably seek 2nd opinion or try out TCM. No harming trying right???

Have you heard of this TCM Clinic at Jurong East that are famous for their fertiliy treatment?? Yes, this is the one that my mum recommended and I said I don't need her advice...:P Will make an appointment and see how it go. Anyway, we know that we can start the procedure anytime when we want it..

Decision made!!

Had a discussion with our Doctor today and we have come to a conclusion. Went thru the consulting session with the Head nurse to understand the whole procedure and what to expect. What shock us most other than the daily injection which we are aleady aware is the COST. After government subsidy, we still need to folk out more than $1k cash for the procedure, that's provided everything goes on smoothly, else the cash payment will be alot of higher.

One cycle is will take around 6-8 weeks and I can start anytime after going thru a consent session with doctor (Apparently, you need doctor consent to go thru the procedure). We have decided to start our first cycle in March after our trip to Melbourne. Pray for us.

This is the whole procedure.....can you see that there are alot of $$$ here and there? They are just the miscellanous costs.

Respect for the elder...

What kind of respect would you have for a man who once force his wife into prostitution to support him? His first wife left him, probably because of this, he had a second wife and hisotry repeat itself. Frankly, for me, this person do not hold any 'respect' in my heart. I have no fond memories of him, all I can remember was the unreasonable demand for respect and his fat ego. He is definitely fierce and all his siblings are fearful of him, so are the rest of the family. I seriously think that respect are earned thru good cause but fear. In the past, during CNY, he expect Juniors to visit him but he never visited his elder sister. He would host dinner at his place and praises need to be sing for his cooking else he would be offended. In time of need, his elder sister lend him her lending help but the kindness was never return even when he drove branded car, wore branded watch and host expensive dinner.

Now that he is gone, his elder sister will mourn the lost of her brother but did the brother even think of the sister? As for the me, the junior, no emotion attached to what have happened.

'O' Level Result

We had a little celebration today at Zhou's resturants to celebrate the good 'O' Level result that my cousins achieved. My ah boy score 15 points for best 6 subjects, not really the best to some but was really shocking good in our eyes. Another cousin score 7 points for best 6 subjects, this is her usual grade so we kind of expect it. Today, I found that she has apply for RJC with a 3 points, amazingly crazy. 7 - 2 points for CCA - 2 points for higher chinese = 3 points. What is this man? I am already glad and happy that I got 14 points for my best 5 subjects that lend me a place in Marketing course in SP.

Oh, found out that my grand-uncle's daughter who also sat for her 'O' Level last year score 6 points for her best 6 subjects today, what has the world become..hahahaha

Only expression

This is the cute Amanda with the only expression throughout our 2 hours together. She is really adorable.

Too expensive

This amount of Four season bean cost me $7.00. Unreasonable right? Worst till, it taste horribly salty.

Happy 2009!!

Happy New Year! What's your resolutions for the brand new year? If you have not set any, start thinking and planning now. I have a few and I will try to keep closely to them.

• Complete and pass my Pilates Teacher Training class, not easy at all but I will do it.
• Training for StandChart Marathon, going for 21km in 2009. Yes, training has to start as early as possible.
• Get Tan!! Stay Tan and Look Tan
• Watch less TV Programmes and read more books, I am such a TV addict that I think I need rehab.
• Be Kind and Nice, not that I am not kind and nice enough, but I hope people around me will be positively influenced by me..*blush*
• Spend more time with my beloved, especially my Grandma.
• Bring home a Sincerity!!!

Big boobs, I know what's your NYR..:P

Grandma is sick

Grandmas was hospitalised over the weekend, she had breathing difficulity and was sent to hospital. Doctor said she had irregular heart beat and her blood is thick which mean she has very high risk of getting stroke. My poor grandma has to swallow more than 6 types of pills each day, it pains me to see how lost she look sometime.

Merry Christmas and Happy Boxing day.

I am a lover of Christmas but somehow, this year I am not particularly excited or joyous over the festive. I enjoyed the gift searching and buying process and as usual planning for some parties, still something is missing and I don't know what is that?

My photo printer is spoiled.

Very angry, was printing some photos half way and I spoiled my printer. I tried to stop the printing, don't know why and now my printer is down. So angry with myself, what I am doing? Argh. Looks like my plan to buy a Sony Photo printer has to bring forward, this is really not my intention.

All I want for Christmas is Sony Photo printer, Sony C 905 phone, latest Sony Camera, Portable DVD player, a New coffee Machine (mine is working well but I find out that there are easier and better machine in the market)....hehehehe

Uncondition Grandma Love

Had a conversation with my colleague and we talked fondly about our Grandmothers. My colleague granny had passed on and she was sharing with me how she wished she could have treasure her granny more when she was around.

I know this is the exect fear that I will have if my beloved grandma leave me. I am scared to have the regret one day. I know I must do better to spend more time with my grandma, she is getting so old and weak these days. If not because of Parkinson Disease, Grandma would never want to reply on anyone if she can, she told me we are unable to understand the pain, the helplessness that she is facing and this really break my heart. Like myself, I hope all my cousins and brother will not have the regret, so please, be nice and patience to Grandma while we still can. She can't be with us forever, love her before all is too late.

There is no love like Grandma's, there is no replacement.

Getting ready for Christmas!!!

We are in the final month of 2008 and Christmas is just round the corner. Had Christmas parties planned and now looking for the perfect or closed to perfect gifts for my loved one. This is what I love about Christmas.

2008 have been a very eventful year for myself, my friends and family. Alot had happened, there are losts and grieved, there are gained and joy, there are up and down. Now is a good time to do a checklist of 2008, rememeber our loved one, count our blessing, learned our lessons and treasure all that we have.

We can't predict what 2009 have for us but we know with the love from our family and friends, we can overcome all.

L.O.V.E

Vainity at work

Fair or pale is my skin tone, have been trying hard to change that. With indoor tanning, I am seeing result and at least 2-3 tone darker than my usual self. Loving every part of it so far. I am also addicted to eyelash extension, can't leave home without it. NOW, I have a new extension, my hair. Shopped at Bugis Village with my CRAZY buddy and we ended up with new hair (removable and reusable).

This will be my occassion look...hehehe

Golf fever continue...

Watched Barclay Open live at Sentosa last Sunday. Gotten tickets from Louis's friend very last min. I was there for Adam Scott but he was out on the first day, so disappointing. With no motivation, I could barely survived 5 holes and the Sun is killing me.

Thanks goodness all is not lost when we decided to ditch Phil Mickelson for Jeev M Singh and Harrington. At least the game was exciting and good to watch. If you do not understand what I am talking about, that perfectly fine.


Getting ready for the Sun and the game.

Getting bored, took photo while I walk

Louis totally enjoy the game and he almost forgot that his wife is dying and walking behind him.

Golf Nut

I know I am in serious problem when I stay home over the weekend to watch the Golf channel and I can remembered and identified the name of the various golfers.

But I can't help it, the Professional Golfers are really cute. They are not the old and grumpy looking men of the past. If you are free, try to google these name and you will know why. Henrik Stenson, Adam Scott, Oliver Wilson and Sergio Gacia.