Not the major, life threatening decision but enough to keep me occupied and surf thru the net to find the answer.
iPhone-able? Should I or should I not? I am a total Blackberry betrayer, I am moving from the BLACK side to the DARK side, I am convinced and ready but my mobile plan is not. And should I wait for 4G or settled for 3.5G now? I am exhausted!!!
I am re-bonding my hair, and thinking of cutting my fringe, would I look good? Am I trying to act cute?? NO, only trying to look young!! Should I or Should I not?
Last but least, I should stop giving myself excuses not to jog....I am going jogging tonight, the fat that lingering around my waist and arm is killing me. I must stop the FAT Invasion. I will think about the above 2 issues while I jog....haha
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
Monday, May 24, 2010
Diana F+ mini
I have recently bought 3 new lomo camera, A fisheye, a supersampler and a diana F+ mini. Each camera create different effect and I am so excited about my new addition. I have not complete the first roll for both Fisheye and Supersample but I have finish up two rolls of film on my diana F+ mini.
It was fun taking photos but because it run on films and unlike digital camera, there is no viewer and the only way to see the picture is after developing (yes, the traditional way). After looking at my virgin work on my diana, I can only said, my photography skill need ALOT of improvement. Here are some photo, don't expect too much..all photo were taken in Hong Kong during our recent trip.
[Trying to be artistic and took this building in Central, Hong Kong)
[Who doesn't like an Audi???]
[Me, posing for the camera with menu]
[This pic quite cool right, I got the talent, lack the skill]
It was fun taking photos but because it run on films and unlike digital camera, there is no viewer and the only way to see the picture is after developing (yes, the traditional way). After looking at my virgin work on my diana, I can only said, my photography skill need ALOT of improvement. Here are some photo, don't expect too much..all photo were taken in Hong Kong during our recent trip.
[Trying to be artistic and took this building in Central, Hong Kong)
[Who doesn't like an Audi???]
[Me, posing for the camera with menu]
[This pic quite cool right, I got the talent, lack the skill]
[This is her fav pose]
[Vain pot, ever ready for the camera]
Sunday, May 23, 2010
Gynae appointment
I received conflicting information from the hospital and ended up with a Gynae appointment with Dr Loh before the blood test. Fine, since the appointment is also on Sat morning, I have no issue with it and for the first time, I am so glad that we are only a stone throw away from the hospital, woohoo.
Dr Loh did not know that I have already make the appointment to start in May (the procedure to start is to call the centre directly what), he thought I need second opionion from him. He was furious when he found out that the appointment was a mixed up...bloody hell, that's not my fault right? He asked 'don't you know how to use the computer, why didn't you email me the request??' His kind intention was worry that the centre might make a mistake and I have to wait even longer. Anyway, he wish me luck and said he will meet me again soon.
What a morning!! Anyway, had my blood test and the next appointment is in June, thus till then, life is as normal as before. Maybe not entirely, at least I am trying not to drink alcohol and eat unhealthy stuffs, I was at Balacava on Friday night and I had Bitter Lemon soda thru-out....can't believed it.
Dr Loh did not know that I have already make the appointment to start in May (the procedure to start is to call the centre directly what), he thought I need second opionion from him. He was furious when he found out that the appointment was a mixed up...bloody hell, that's not my fault right? He asked 'don't you know how to use the computer, why didn't you email me the request??' His kind intention was worry that the centre might make a mistake and I have to wait even longer. Anyway, he wish me luck and said he will meet me again soon.
What a morning!! Anyway, had my blood test and the next appointment is in June, thus till then, life is as normal as before. Maybe not entirely, at least I am trying not to drink alcohol and eat unhealthy stuffs, I was at Balacava on Friday night and I had Bitter Lemon soda thru-out....can't believed it.
Friday, May 21, 2010
Hormone blood test
Called KKH to register and I have to return to the hospital 21 days later to collect the kit that will cost me $100 that is good for 28 days.
I remembered I am required to do some form of blood test but the lady did not mentioned anything. So, I asked and lukily I asked, hormone blood test needs to be done on the 2nd menses day, so I need to be there at 8am the next day.
Imagine, I didn't ask and she forgot, what's going to happen?
Was trying to read up and preapred myself for the journey, learnt that there were so many unsuccessful cases and miscarriages. Should I continue researching and reading?
I remembered I am required to do some form of blood test but the lady did not mentioned anything. So, I asked and lukily I asked, hormone blood test needs to be done on the 2nd menses day, so I need to be there at 8am the next day.
Imagine, I didn't ask and she forgot, what's going to happen?
Was trying to read up and preapred myself for the journey, learnt that there were so many unsuccessful cases and miscarriages. Should I continue researching and reading?
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Beginning of the Journey.....
The journey should have started one year ago but nevertheless it is starting now. May is the month and now is the time. I have called KKH and officially start the procedure. I thought I need to go down to KKH the moment I have my menses, I was wrong, luckily I called. I just need to called in on the heavy flow day, which is tomorrow (20th May 2010) and the appointment will be 21 days after. That is when the JOURNEY OFFICIALLY BEGIN........
Not having cold feet yet, I can't say the same 21 days later but I will not give up. If I am emotional stable and sane, I will write down my personal experience of the procedure. I can't be too certain if I can do that since the hormone changes might take over the whole sensibility of me.
If I became overly sensitive, unreasonable, emotional or demanding, bear with me, that's not the usual me...right? haha.
Not having cold feet yet, I can't say the same 21 days later but I will not give up. If I am emotional stable and sane, I will write down my personal experience of the procedure. I can't be too certain if I can do that since the hormone changes might take over the whole sensibility of me.
If I became overly sensitive, unreasonable, emotional or demanding, bear with me, that's not the usual me...right? haha.
Monday, April 5, 2010
"Life is like.....
a penis, it is short but seems long when it gets hard". Saw this on my cousin FB status and this brighten my Monday morning.
Hilarious start to the definitely blued Monday. Back from the long weekend is a tortured as always but the best news is, I am going to Taipei this week, shopping time. Not my first time to Taipei though, still excited about the shopping and nice foodies.
Also, what do we do when the penis gets hard? I means when life gets hard? Good thing is I have funny, bimbo-ish, warmth memories that kept me going....
One of the recent incident:
Bimbo visited me on Good Friday, I was all ready, made up and dressed up when she came. She sat at my sofa, we lazed for awhile and I asked when we are leaving...then she said..'aren't you going to change?'...I told her...'I have already changed....do i look like i am wearing my PJ?'...=_=!!!
Can die...x 1000000000000000000000000000
Hilarious start to the definitely blued Monday. Back from the long weekend is a tortured as always but the best news is, I am going to Taipei this week, shopping time. Not my first time to Taipei though, still excited about the shopping and nice foodies.
Also, what do we do when the penis gets hard? I means when life gets hard? Good thing is I have funny, bimbo-ish, warmth memories that kept me going....
One of the recent incident:
Bimbo visited me on Good Friday, I was all ready, made up and dressed up when she came. She sat at my sofa, we lazed for awhile and I asked when we are leaving...then she said..'aren't you going to change?'...I told her...'I have already changed....do i look like i am wearing my PJ?'...=_=!!!
Can die...x 1000000000000000000000000000
Sunday, March 28, 2010
The point is.....?
Singapore Resort World is the latest hot spot in Singapore, everyone is talking about it..have you been to Casino or Universal Studio? Have you?
I went to the Casino last night, thinking, I must at least visit the Grand Casino once right? I can't be the ignorant Singaporean who don't know how the first Casino in Singapore looks like right? Thinking if I spend $100 on the Levy, I must try my luck at the gambling table and maximise my $100 right? Right, I am the typical Singaporean who think I can be lucky and I must squeeze every bite of that levy out from the Casino and here I went, into the dark side...
Once into the Casino, I was absorbed by the 'money' calling me and I watched the players betting against the banker, the game was calling me and I bet. Of cos like every gambling movie, my first and second bet won and I got greedy, thinking, 'hoohoo yeah!! today is my lucky day, casino is sending me money' so, i bet and i bet and i lost and i lost. Ended up, I am really like the Typical Singaporean...I paid for a very expensive lesson...the lesson that could cost me a 2 years of magazines subscriptions or 168 burgers or a branded bag or...sian..
Thus, the point is...if you fell at the gamble table, pick yourself up from the gamble table again..go back with more money and win everything back once and for all..NOPE...Point is, play responsibily and within your mean. I was prepared to play and pay for my lesson (bloody heart pain)...are you?
I went to the Casino last night, thinking, I must at least visit the Grand Casino once right? I can't be the ignorant Singaporean who don't know how the first Casino in Singapore looks like right? Thinking if I spend $100 on the Levy, I must try my luck at the gambling table and maximise my $100 right? Right, I am the typical Singaporean who think I can be lucky and I must squeeze every bite of that levy out from the Casino and here I went, into the dark side...
Once into the Casino, I was absorbed by the 'money' calling me and I watched the players betting against the banker, the game was calling me and I bet. Of cos like every gambling movie, my first and second bet won and I got greedy, thinking, 'hoohoo yeah!! today is my lucky day, casino is sending me money' so, i bet and i bet and i lost and i lost. Ended up, I am really like the Typical Singaporean...I paid for a very expensive lesson...the lesson that could cost me a 2 years of magazines subscriptions or 168 burgers or a branded bag or...sian..
Thus, the point is...if you fell at the gamble table, pick yourself up from the gamble table again..go back with more money and win everything back once and for all..NOPE...Point is, play responsibily and within your mean. I was prepared to play and pay for my lesson (bloody heart pain)...are you?
Friday, March 26, 2010
Magazines
I have quit buying magazines for a long long time, decided that spending that $20 plus monthly is too expensive. I am one of the cheapo reader at the bookstore on weekend to browse thru the latest magazine, hoping to catch hold of the latest fashion info and gossip without spending the money.
I also catch up on the magazines articles whenever I am at the salon. I tried to read as much magazines as possible when I had my rebonding done, trying to break-even the cost of rebonding by reading as much magazines as possible, it is like a magazine reading buffet.
Nevertheless, there is one magazine that I can't quit - READER DIGEST. I love everything aboout RD, like the size, like the articles, like the Jokes, like the information and the survey conducted months and interesting finding. You should check it out and you will know what I am talking about.
Quote: Laugh and the whole world laughs with you, snore and you sleep alone...anthony Burgess.
I also catch up on the magazines articles whenever I am at the salon. I tried to read as much magazines as possible when I had my rebonding done, trying to break-even the cost of rebonding by reading as much magazines as possible, it is like a magazine reading buffet.
Nevertheless, there is one magazine that I can't quit - READER DIGEST. I love everything aboout RD, like the size, like the articles, like the Jokes, like the information and the survey conducted months and interesting finding. You should check it out and you will know what I am talking about.
Quote: Laugh and the whole world laughs with you, snore and you sleep alone...anthony Burgess.
Monday, March 22, 2010
Song of our life part II
Current song for big boobs - Ai Qing Zheng Shu by Yan Zi.
What's yours??? Which song speak to you..straight to your heart huh?Sunday, March 21, 2010
Sign of demential
We have watched numerous show about demential, old grannies and grandpa losing their memories and some lost their ways home. Most of the screens are touching and usually we might not think very much of it after watching them since it is drama afterall.
Now, I can't say the same anymore. Doctor said Grandma has demential and she is beginning to show the sign of it and it is getting worst day after day. Like the drama, the events of the past is clear to grandma and she can't remember the recent events. Grandma has problem differentiating reality and dream and she always feel unsafe when she is home alone with the maid. Grandma also throw little tantrum and demand little attention like a kid, really not funny.
But, one thing for sure, grandma loves to have us around her, she loves the company and the chatting when we were around. No matter how tired she look, she wants to stay with us and join in the conversation. I want to be with grandma more when she still remember who we are and enjoy our company. Ah ma, you will never forget who am I, right??
Now, I can't say the same anymore. Doctor said Grandma has demential and she is beginning to show the sign of it and it is getting worst day after day. Like the drama, the events of the past is clear to grandma and she can't remember the recent events. Grandma has problem differentiating reality and dream and she always feel unsafe when she is home alone with the maid. Grandma also throw little tantrum and demand little attention like a kid, really not funny.
But, one thing for sure, grandma loves to have us around her, she loves the company and the chatting when we were around. No matter how tired she look, she wants to stay with us and join in the conversation. I want to be with grandma more when she still remember who we are and enjoy our company. Ah ma, you will never forget who am I, right??
Monday, March 15, 2010
Songs of my life.......so far
Have you ever been inspired, encouraged, motivated, woke up or cheer up by any song? Has any song speak to you in a way so clear and dear that scared you? Did any song change your prospective in life?
I do and everytime when I listen to the songs, it will bring back the memories, be it good or bad. The song that impacted me most is 'Turn back time' in the movie 'Sliding Door', the song speak about the dilemna that I was in and it clealy show me the choice and I did.
There are many other songs, the break up song, the happy song, the party song, the friendship song, the repeated housemate song, the friend dancing on sofa song, what do you have?
I do and everytime when I listen to the songs, it will bring back the memories, be it good or bad. The song that impacted me most is 'Turn back time' in the movie 'Sliding Door', the song speak about the dilemna that I was in and it clealy show me the choice and I did.
There are many other songs, the break up song, the happy song, the party song, the friendship song, the repeated housemate song, the friend dancing on sofa song, what do you have?
Saturday, March 6, 2010
1st Q of 2010 is coming to an end
Time flies faster than my blink, we are into March 2010 and before long, it will be June and Sept and Christmas will be here again..
Mahjong fever is still going strong, hands itch easily. We have been lunching in so often (t0 play MJ) that I can't remember when is the last time we go out for lunch? Weather is getting too hot to play MJ at my balcony, moving in the table to my room so that we can play in a nice cool environment..hehe
Planning a get away trip with Vanessa, Clubmed sound like a good place to explore, but March is full, so April is the only date. Bitch, try to make it la, once in a lifetime trip lei. Not forgetting the Taipei trip with hubby...heheh, trying to do as much travelling as possible before the starting the family plan, why time seem to be running out huh?
Mahjong fever is still going strong, hands itch easily. We have been lunching in so often (t0 play MJ) that I can't remember when is the last time we go out for lunch? Weather is getting too hot to play MJ at my balcony, moving in the table to my room so that we can play in a nice cool environment..hehe
Planning a get away trip with Vanessa, Clubmed sound like a good place to explore, but March is full, so April is the only date. Bitch, try to make it la, once in a lifetime trip lei. Not forgetting the Taipei trip with hubby...heheh, trying to do as much travelling as possible before the starting the family plan, why time seem to be running out huh?
Sunday, January 24, 2010
Stay home weekend
Quite a record breaking for me, I have stayed home on both Sat and Sun. No plan, no shopping, no activities. Wanted to visit my mum and grandma but I lazed and lazed and lazed and ended up doing some housework, cooked dinner and watched Ren Chi Charity show.
It is probably good to rest and prepare for the coming week...I will be 34th in few days time...time flies..
It is probably good to rest and prepare for the coming week...I will be 34th in few days time...time flies..
Saturday, January 23, 2010
Happening January 2010
January 2010 is not over yet but alot had happened within these twenty over days. We had dinner with my dear cousin on her 22nd birthday, she is indeed a BIG girl now. Our birthday are both in Jan and we are both going to Vietnam, Ho Chi Minh (HCM) for holiday, in two different weekend in Jan.
HCM had change quite fair bite since my last trip 1.5years ago. We visited Cu Chi tunnel to see how the Vietnamness fought the american to protect their home. Amazing and scary and the tunnel was very well planned. HCM city is structured and within walking distance, so you are planning to visit HCM, forget about taking taxi and risk the possibility of cheated like my beloved cousin.
We had a team building drinking session with my colleagues last night and i felt like I am being sabotage the whole night. Lead by big boobs, the gang sang umpteen time of birthday songs to me and they ordered me a 'Waterfall', my colleagues were all getting their camera ready before i start drinking, so nice. Drinking do loosen up the tension and stress built up during work, that's provided the parties are willing to let go and of cos with a common TARGET in mind, it expediate the process (hopefully)...so if we have another drinking session, it will be Big boobs birthday..like it or not..Oh, we also welcome our new colleague, Joint-Account (Lian Ming) and we met his girlfriend, Security (JingWei) last night. I can be call, 'Add-Win' or 'Add-Silver'..while big boobs will be 'Handsome Ice'.
HCM had change quite fair bite since my last trip 1.5years ago. We visited Cu Chi tunnel to see how the Vietnamness fought the american to protect their home. Amazing and scary and the tunnel was very well planned. HCM city is structured and within walking distance, so you are planning to visit HCM, forget about taking taxi and risk the possibility of cheated like my beloved cousin.
We had a team building drinking session with my colleagues last night and i felt like I am being sabotage the whole night. Lead by big boobs, the gang sang umpteen time of birthday songs to me and they ordered me a 'Waterfall', my colleagues were all getting their camera ready before i start drinking, so nice. Drinking do loosen up the tension and stress built up during work, that's provided the parties are willing to let go and of cos with a common TARGET in mind, it expediate the process (hopefully)...so if we have another drinking session, it will be Big boobs birthday..like it or not..Oh, we also welcome our new colleague, Joint-Account (Lian Ming) and we met his girlfriend, Security (JingWei) last night. I can be call, 'Add-Win' or 'Add-Silver'..while big boobs will be 'Handsome Ice'.
Friday, January 1, 2010
Counting down to 2010 at our new place
My only plan for the last day of 2009 was to do some marketing, in preparation for the coming gathering on 2nd Jan 10 and then stay home to wait for the special moment, watching firework from our new place and the we got to watch the 8 minutes long firework at the comfort of our balcony.
Nice feeling and we celebrated the moment with some Moscato, perfect way of welcoming 2010!! 2009 passes too fast and 2010 will be a better year for all.
In 2009, I picked up Mahjong and I am hooked. The game is engaging and addictive, perfect team building tool that we have been using, sound creepy but somehow, it is true. I have also learnt to play piano, still far from deserving any audience but I will get there. More to come for 2010 and I am looking forward.
Till then....Happy New Year, with lots of love, Cheers!!
Nice feeling and we celebrated the moment with some Moscato, perfect way of welcoming 2010!! 2009 passes too fast and 2010 will be a better year for all.
In 2009, I picked up Mahjong and I am hooked. The game is engaging and addictive, perfect team building tool that we have been using, sound creepy but somehow, it is true. I have also learnt to play piano, still far from deserving any audience but I will get there. More to come for 2010 and I am looking forward.
Till then....Happy New Year, with lots of love, Cheers!!
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